reblogging her cause she was in my likes from months and months ago.
that I chased a boy
who ripped me to shreds
says a lot more
than it did about him.
I can’t even scroll through the feed on here. it’s fucking weird that her constant posting will never be on here again. it’s freaky.
I’m transferring out of community college next year and now that I’m starting to look at colleges, I’ve never been so nervous. I feel pretty confident about my gpa, but when I look at how competitive admissions to some schools are for transfer students, I feel super inadequate. I’m just nervous idk.
this girl I’ve been following for years on here died. it’s such a weird thing to process how quick something can happen. how could you get an infection, have it spread and die all that quick. just makes me think how we are not invincible. and something you think will go away may not. I know I didn’t personally know her or anything, but she was so open that it felt like it. and reading what people are saying and how heartbroken they are.. idk theres too much to process. like how can i actually live my life, since I’m lucky enough to still have one, but equally I’m scared, I want to stay safe. and how do we really let everyone know how much we care constantly, so there’s no regrets if they’re not here tomorrow. or what if I’m not, would I have told everyone everything I ever wanted to say?